It has been awhile since I've updated because I can't on my laptop. It's kinda messed up right now. Anyway, a lot has happened. I am officially messed up, but no one else seems to think so. One of my best guy friends is my "psychiatrist", my parents don't believe that I have problems, and as much as I try to convince my best friend I'm fine, she doesn't believe me either. So yeah, life pretty much sucks. Oh and the guy I like "doesn't deserve me" according to my friends, so now he's mad that I'm "letting them control my life". Anything else? Probably, but I can't think of it now. It's too early.