Last thoughts.

Well this weekend was my last official retreat! It kinda made me sad. We had planned to take all these pictures so we would have the memories, but we never did, and we didn't even get to go down to the beach. It kinda got me wondering; is this God's way of showing me how I need to let go of things? I know I'm bad at that. Really bad, actually. Maybe I need to think about this more.

The whole weekend was really fun! I had a good talk with a close friend, and even shared about my depression, cutting and suicide stuff. Boy was that hard! Not the hardest thing I've ever done though. I think it was good for me; it will help me be more open about it in the future.

Now in closing I have advice for anyone who reads this, but particularly Lauren, since she's not a Senior. : ] Try to branch out as much as you can in high school or even college; it's really rewarding. And share things you wouldn't normally share. It really challenged me and it will challenge you as well.

In closing thanks for reading this super long one, and pray for Leanne/Becky! She needs it; she still doesn't feel well. : [

Tata!

♥Princess Ariel

Ranting.

I have such mixed feelings right now. I know the decision was made for good; it was the right thing to do. However, it's causing everyone to take sides! This isn't fair to anyone! Do we really need to take sides? Can't we just be there for them? I'm not saying I wanted this to happen; of course I didn't. But if that's what God wanted to happen, then we shouldn't fight it. We just need to be there for one another and support each other the best we can. That's all we really can do; leave the rest to God.

Updates

Wow! It's been so long. So basically everything possible has happened the last couple of months. My parents are divorcing, and are now both dating, I getting worse and worse with the whole college thing looming, but on the bright side, I started a crocheting business! My website is www.craftycrochet.webs.com, so please check it out! (And sign the guestbook!) It's not complete yet, but I hope to have it ready by the end of Spring Break. Anyway, glad SOMEONE still reads this, and hope you pray for me! I need it!