Decisions

It's really hard to make good decisions when your best friends are all against them. I appreciate opinions, but when someone is so stubborn that they try to convince you that they're right and you're wrong, you begin to wonder if they ever should have known in the first place. I just wish I could know what to do.

What now?

I knew something was going to happen to ruin my nice life.

I want to cry. Why do my friends keep deserting me when I need them most?

Great.

I think I'm losing one of my best friends.

She never really wants to spend time with me anymore. She has a new life now, and I guess it doesn't include me. When we do get to hang out, I just feel like Oi'm bugging her and she doesn't want anything to do with me.

I'm not really sure what to do. : /

Content beyond belief!

I don't think I've felt this content with life in a long time, if ever.

I'm finally well enough to go running around with friends! It's so nice to be out of the house, even if I still have a runny nose. It also means I get to spend next weekend with Leanne! She's coming down and we're all spending Saturday with her! I want this week to go by much faster! : )

Despite missing a week of class, I did fairly well keeping up on homework. I only have hath to finish, but with the help of examples I think I'll be ready for the test this evening. I also have a computer mid-term Thursday but I'm behind on assignments, so I might have to see if I can turn them in next week. But other than that I am caught up. : )

Life is so good! Now if only Leanne could find me a boyfriend.. ; )

Hospital visit....

Okay so for those who haven't heard.... I was in the hospital from 5:15 last night until about 9:15 this morning. Yes, OVER NIGHT. Gosh was that torture. Anyway, what happened:

I woke up yesterday feeling 100% better (I was achey and slept most of Sunday)

Started to get achey again

Slept most of the day

Took my temp right before going to get money from my mom, it was 102.2

She said I couldn't go anywhere, I proceded to pass out in her office

I was admitted immediately :)

I had a REALLY high heart rate (It was jumping from between 130 all the way to 150, normal is like 60-80)

I had low blood pressure

I was dehydrated, so they pumped 4 liters of fluid in me (I HATE IVs!)

I still had a high temp

Basically I had/have a bladder infection and possibly a kidney infection, and my cold didn't help things. They kept me over night because my heart rate was so high, and gave me antibiotics (through the evil IV...). This morning I was fine, just a little weak from laying in bed for over 12 hours, so they gave me take home antibiotics and I'm home now.

I get to skip class today, which will be nice. I'll probably go tomorrow just because it's only CG100, which is a cake walk. I just want to thank everyone who prayed, because I recovered pretty quick which is a relief. It was definitely a God-send to have passed out at the hospital, even if I did scare my mom and Jenna! Thanks Jenna, you helped my mom a lot. :) Anyway, you can call me if you need anything, or VISIT ME! I can't go anywhere. :( I want company.

: (

I feel lost.

Losing battle.

This was one of the hardest evenings of my life.


I want my friends back. : (

Oh no!

Okay since I know neither of these people read my blog, I can use their real names.

So one of my semi-close friends, Kirsten, told me she's going on a date with John Kumley. My ex who has the most terrible past ever! I tried hard to hide my shock, but she knew something was up and asked me what. I basically just told her minor details and to BE CAREFUL.

Now I just hope she's okay...

Topsy turvy.

Well today has been interesting.

I started out so depressed. I woke up at 7:30 on very little sleep and worried about a million little things.

I was crying off and on all morning and couldn't talk to the one person I needed to, so I ended up crying to another great friend. I wanted a good talk and a big hug, but unfortunately that wasn't gonna work out. But then I ended up seeing her and got my hug which helped a bit, then I went to Yamis! That sooooooo made my day. :D

And then....... I BOUGHT A NEW PURSE AND FOUND A NEW CLUE GAME THAT MY MOMMY IS GONNA BUY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD

So now I'm just sitting here. I do have quite a few things still running around in my head, but at least I'm in a good mood. : )