Dilemma

Do you ever know what you want, but know that it's completely the wrong thing for you?

That's where I'm at. It would be perfectly fine if it wasn't for one little thing...

I don't even know how to deal with this. It's getting harder to hide, but bringing it up would only make it harder for me.

Goodness this is complicated.

Goodbyes

For some reason, that goodbye is the hardest I have said in a long time. The funny thing is, it's only for two weeks! So why is it so hard?

I think I know why. Actually, I do know why. It's just too hard for me to admit right now. One person figured out what it was, and I told another, but even that was hard. I'm hoping to talk it out over the next month because saying goodbye to go to college will be hard too unless I can address this.

This next week is going to be looooooooooooooooooooong.

Excuses

Seriously, I think one of the greatest coverups for being in a bad mood is saying you're tired. It's even better when people ask you if you're tired. So far only one person has known it was not me being tired and that it was something else, but I'm not home yet so there's a possibility of one more figuring it out. I just don't want to fight anymore. Honestly, I'm sick of people telling me things that I disagree with. And all about me! Everyone says I'm worth it when frankly, I'm such a jerk all the time. I feel sorry for my friends! I just want to be able to say my opinions without them being shot down as wrong. Is that so much to ask?

Retro?!

I've kind of been drawn to retro, summery colors lately. The result? My desire for a new blog layout :)

So be watching! Hopefully it'll be up today.

Friend's Blog Bash

So I came across a blog bash from another blog I follow. The fun thing is the girl Brittany who is hosting it is only a year younger than me and the radio station she listens to is K-Love! And of course that's my favorite station :) I've never done anything like this before, but I thought it would be fun. If you're interested in seeing more about her bash, go here:





And now for the questions!

1.) Why do you blog?
I like to "write" down my thoughts and feelings where I can see them while allowing my friends and other fellow bloggers to give their input. And sometimes I like to inspire. :)

2.) What do you blog about?
Whatever is on my mind! Sometimes I blog about my hard times, sometimes I blog about my good times and sometimes I just blog random junk :P It's pretty random!

3.) What do you find to be the biggest reward you get from blogging?
I LOVE LOVE LOVE getting comments! And having new followers :D The feeling I get when I realize that people are actually reading my blog and even taking the time to comment is amazing! And I love making new friends :)

4.) How long have you been blogging?
Oh wow, haha. It's been awhile! I started two summers ago in June :)

5.) Let's hear the story behind your blog title! :)
Well I love anything French/Paris related and I am a poet so I just stuck it together. Nothing too creative :)


I would encourage all of you to go check out her blog! :)