Thoughts...

I know I haven't written anything in awhile, and this post is super written, but I needed to write out my feelings.

I was listening to this song today, and I started to really think about the lyrics.

Who am I that You would come and die?
I don't understand
Why the God of all the universe
Would become a man

Seriously... why? I'm nothing but a screw-up... so why? I'm not even worth it. I know You think so, but I really question it. Everything I've been through has made me who I am. I've been pushed around and put down and used by others and have learned that that's okay. I've spent my life trying to get out of that mindset and I never fully have. I know it will take many more years.

But I still don't understand why You would love me. Out of all the people on this Earth... why me?

Like I said... random post and I'm just venting. Sorry I haven't been posting... I'll try and be better.